Darning the Red Dress [MATURE]
Posted: December 4th, 2019, 3:04 am
She knocked three times on the door into the alcohol cellar and gave the answering man a smile as she made her way into the cellar. “You don’t need to knock every time. We know who you are, and what’s on the other end now. Don’t let me keep you though," the large tough said with a soft return smile.
Ksenia made her way up the stairs with careful steps in the dim light. Sliding into the back door, the kitchen crew was starting to wind down as the dinner rush came to an end. Deb wasn’t in evidence there, so Ksenia wove her way along the back wall over to the door by the storage. Deb wasn’t there either. Curious, Ksenia went up the servant stairs, intending to look in Deb’s room. 'Maybe Deb had a guest snack,' she thought to herself.
As she passed by Cook’s room, she heard Deb’s voice through the door standing ajar. Ksenia caught her eye and pointed down the hall to tell Deb she’d wait. Deb came over to the door and opened it. “I’m glad to see you, dearest," she said, reaching out and taking Ksenia’s hand. She pulled the woman into a long slow hug, stroking her hair and back slowly.
After Ksenia tensed, she slowly started to relax, returning the hug just as fiercely as she had to Artemis earlier. “I’ve missed you," she said as the Korcai finally released her.
"I know, and I’ll pamper you as you deserve as soon as this is done. Perhaps you can shed some light on what happened to Arty earlier today." Deborah looked somewhat hopeful and gently tugged Ksenia into the room and guided her to a chair. Cook nodded at the seamstress and offered her a small smile.
Ksenia felt a twinge of nervousness at the sight of the large man. She adopted a rigidly perfect posture, and averted her eyes so as not to chance angering him. Cook chuckled softly, not entirely unfamiliar with this particular song and dance.
”Dearest, what do you know about what happened today? Anything you have will be helpful," Deborah said, sitting beside Ksenia and slowly stroking and teasing her hair. “The messages we’ve gotten were light on details, only that the witch is Banished."
Ksenia grimaced, looking at Deb. “What little I heard, was that he had given her an earring, they called it quits, and she broke it somehow, irreparably. Apparently it had a lot of sentimental value to him. Um, not a lot more I know. Something about a scroll and banishment. Magic was used, Artemis got sick, and Dáire, the elf ranger we’d worked with, brought him back safe." She paused a moment. “Oh, and I made Journeyman."
Cook frowned severely and folded his hands in front of his face. “That is enough information Ksenia. Thank you very much, you’re free to go. I only ask you bring a prepared message to Artemis in the morning."
“Of course Cook, when should I pick the message up?" Ksenia asked, her voice soft as a whisper. She let her eyes rise to the edge of the tabletop but no higher.
“I’ll have Deborah collect it for you, make sure to check with her before you leave. Sleep well and congratulations, Journeyman Ksenia," Cook said, appearing much softer as he replied. Deborah rose and took Ksenia’s hand in her own, leading the woman from the room with a knowing smile on her lips.
*
After guiding the half-elf from Cook’s room to her own, Deb took Ksenia and sat her on the bed before sitting next to her. “You look lovely, you know. Where did you get that dress?"
“I had to make something for the exam, so I made the dress myself," Ksenia explained. She leaned into Deb’s shoulder. “And sorry, but I need to stay here for the night."
“Why sorry? I get you all to myself." Deb put an arm around Ksenia and pulled the woman to her. “You can tell me about that beautiful dress you made, the exam, and anything else that’s happened this past week." Deb rested her chin on Ksenia’s head. “The Goose would be thrilled to throw you a celebration if you want, dearest."
Ksenia sighed. “I’ve just been at a party thrown by the hall crew, and honestly, I’d rather just have a good meal, a place to work, and things to do," she said, turning toward Deb. “I’ve already got several people interested, and Mr. O’Dell has me helping on a commission with a client of his." She tipped her head up to look at Deb. “His client is the sort every craftsman dreams of: rich, encouraging, and appreciative of the work. Maybe I’ll be lucky and he’ll come to me if Mr. O’Dell is busy," she mused.
“That sounds absolutely wonderful for you, and I think we could spare some space in one of the rooms. Cece stays with her man after all," Deborah was stroking and caressing Ksenia at every opportunity, clearly feeling some withdrawal from her half-elf. “Maybe you can put together a few batches of things and do them all at once. I know many of the girls around here would love even minor things ." She kissed the top of Ksenia’s head softly.
Ksenia thought for a moment. “That’s an idea. If I can find out what people want most, I can probably do some batches." She knew pockets would be popular; maybe aprons, but she wasn’t sure what else.
“Can I force you into a bath? I’d like to make you smell of jasmine and give you the pampering you deserve," Deb asked, stroking Ksenia’s hair. Ksenia shivered, enjoying the light tingle it sent over her head.
“We can do that," Ksenia said. “I - I want your help with something, though. If it’s not too much -"
“It’s not too much trouble," Deb said, giving Ksenia a look of amusement with a touch of admonishment. “What is it?"
Ksenia drew into herself a bit. “I was staying at Mr. O’Dell’s house this past week, and I - I saw how they are around each other. Comfortable. They care a great deal about each other, and they -" Ksenia broke off, trying to find a way to say what she felt. “They kiss, they hug, they’ve had a daughter together, there’s obviously more affection there than just a pat on the shoulder. And I - I want that. I want to be able to have someone who loves me. Who I’m not afraid to let kiss me, and I can do nice things for, and maybe they’ll be kind to me in return." She swallowed hard. “Maybe - well, you know," she said, her ears and cheeks turning red.
She leaned into Deb. “But right now, someone touches me and I tense. I can’t even imagine someone touching me - um, intimately," Ksenia said, her voice dropping and becoming softer. “Can you help me find some way to get more comfortable? Or at least not so nervous?" She flicked her gaze up at Deb.
Deborah looked a strange mix of two emotions. Her eyes held a soft sadness, and perhaps pity, for the beleaguered half-elf she’d chosen to pamper. Her mouth however was twisted into a most wicked open grin that showed her fangs prominently while still giving the barest sight of her velvety tongue.
“Oh sweet dearest, I think I can certainly help with that. I’ll need you to have a word, something to say when you truly cannot handle anything further. After that, we can begin tonight if it pleases you," Deborah said in a tone Ksenia had heard before. The Korcai was suddenly starving, and Ksenia was going to be the meal.
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"Now that you’re sufficiently dirtied, we can get you to bed ."
“Supposed to be clean," mumbled Ksenia. "At least my feet?"
“Of course, lover," Deb laughed and shifted the half-elf around to lift one of her feet from the water. She made quick work of it, scrubbing with practiced hands. Ksenia lazily lifted her other foot, barely keeping it out of the water for Deb to wash.
Yawning, Ksenia slid her arms around Deb’s neck. "Bed time, then?"
“You’re practically a sailor with how you’re one and done, lover. That will change drastically with time," Deb said, patting Ksenia’s shoulder and rising to pull her out of the bath. "Come now, if we don’t use the decadent towels someone else will."
“Mkay," Ksenia agreed sleepily. She took the offered towel and dried her hair before wrapping the towel around her shoulders. Blinking slowly, she dried off her arms and torso, legs and feet, before draping the towel over the edge of the bath. She shuffled out of the bathroom to the gloriously large bed and crawled under the covers.
“Leave room for me, lover," Deb said as the sound of the tub draining lessened with the closing bathroom door. The Korcai was suddenly there almost atop Ksenia and wrapping her up in her arms like a precious doll or favored pillow.
Ksenia made a half-hearted attempt to give Deb room, but accomplished very little before the warmth and safety of Deb’s arms lulled her to sleep.
*
Hands, grabbing. Pulling her dress down. Squeezing, vicious and uncaring. Shoving her skirt up. Forcing her hands to hold and touch. Pushing her around.
Ksenia dreamt of the ghosts of hands past, the ungentle men who had pawed at her and shoved her around. She twitched in her sleep, mumbling. Deb heard her and stroked her arm. "I'm here, lover, you're safe. They won't manhandle you again. Only pleasant touches. You can say no any time you want," she reminded Ksenia.
"Deb?" Ksenia asked softly.
"I'm here," Deb replied.
"Good," Ksenia said, pulling herself closer to Deb's warmth. "I hate it when I remember - those hands."
"I'd much rather you remember mine," Deb said softly, tucking Ksenia's head under her chin.
If she hadn't been so close, she wouldn't have heard Ksenia's softly mumbled, "Me too." As it was, the Korcai smiled and held the woman in her arms a little more firmly as she fell back asleep.
Ksenia made her way up the stairs with careful steps in the dim light. Sliding into the back door, the kitchen crew was starting to wind down as the dinner rush came to an end. Deb wasn’t in evidence there, so Ksenia wove her way along the back wall over to the door by the storage. Deb wasn’t there either. Curious, Ksenia went up the servant stairs, intending to look in Deb’s room. 'Maybe Deb had a guest snack,' she thought to herself.
As she passed by Cook’s room, she heard Deb’s voice through the door standing ajar. Ksenia caught her eye and pointed down the hall to tell Deb she’d wait. Deb came over to the door and opened it. “I’m glad to see you, dearest," she said, reaching out and taking Ksenia’s hand. She pulled the woman into a long slow hug, stroking her hair and back slowly.
After Ksenia tensed, she slowly started to relax, returning the hug just as fiercely as she had to Artemis earlier. “I’ve missed you," she said as the Korcai finally released her.
"I know, and I’ll pamper you as you deserve as soon as this is done. Perhaps you can shed some light on what happened to Arty earlier today." Deborah looked somewhat hopeful and gently tugged Ksenia into the room and guided her to a chair. Cook nodded at the seamstress and offered her a small smile.
Ksenia felt a twinge of nervousness at the sight of the large man. She adopted a rigidly perfect posture, and averted her eyes so as not to chance angering him. Cook chuckled softly, not entirely unfamiliar with this particular song and dance.
”Dearest, what do you know about what happened today? Anything you have will be helpful," Deborah said, sitting beside Ksenia and slowly stroking and teasing her hair. “The messages we’ve gotten were light on details, only that the witch is Banished."
Ksenia grimaced, looking at Deb. “What little I heard, was that he had given her an earring, they called it quits, and she broke it somehow, irreparably. Apparently it had a lot of sentimental value to him. Um, not a lot more I know. Something about a scroll and banishment. Magic was used, Artemis got sick, and Dáire, the elf ranger we’d worked with, brought him back safe." She paused a moment. “Oh, and I made Journeyman."
Cook frowned severely and folded his hands in front of his face. “That is enough information Ksenia. Thank you very much, you’re free to go. I only ask you bring a prepared message to Artemis in the morning."
“Of course Cook, when should I pick the message up?" Ksenia asked, her voice soft as a whisper. She let her eyes rise to the edge of the tabletop but no higher.
“I’ll have Deborah collect it for you, make sure to check with her before you leave. Sleep well and congratulations, Journeyman Ksenia," Cook said, appearing much softer as he replied. Deborah rose and took Ksenia’s hand in her own, leading the woman from the room with a knowing smile on her lips.
*
After guiding the half-elf from Cook’s room to her own, Deb took Ksenia and sat her on the bed before sitting next to her. “You look lovely, you know. Where did you get that dress?"
“I had to make something for the exam, so I made the dress myself," Ksenia explained. She leaned into Deb’s shoulder. “And sorry, but I need to stay here for the night."
“Why sorry? I get you all to myself." Deb put an arm around Ksenia and pulled the woman to her. “You can tell me about that beautiful dress you made, the exam, and anything else that’s happened this past week." Deb rested her chin on Ksenia’s head. “The Goose would be thrilled to throw you a celebration if you want, dearest."
Ksenia sighed. “I’ve just been at a party thrown by the hall crew, and honestly, I’d rather just have a good meal, a place to work, and things to do," she said, turning toward Deb. “I’ve already got several people interested, and Mr. O’Dell has me helping on a commission with a client of his." She tipped her head up to look at Deb. “His client is the sort every craftsman dreams of: rich, encouraging, and appreciative of the work. Maybe I’ll be lucky and he’ll come to me if Mr. O’Dell is busy," she mused.
“That sounds absolutely wonderful for you, and I think we could spare some space in one of the rooms. Cece stays with her man after all," Deborah was stroking and caressing Ksenia at every opportunity, clearly feeling some withdrawal from her half-elf. “Maybe you can put together a few batches of things and do them all at once. I know many of the girls around here would love even minor things ." She kissed the top of Ksenia’s head softly.
Ksenia thought for a moment. “That’s an idea. If I can find out what people want most, I can probably do some batches." She knew pockets would be popular; maybe aprons, but she wasn’t sure what else.
“Can I force you into a bath? I’d like to make you smell of jasmine and give you the pampering you deserve," Deb asked, stroking Ksenia’s hair. Ksenia shivered, enjoying the light tingle it sent over her head.
“We can do that," Ksenia said. “I - I want your help with something, though. If it’s not too much -"
“It’s not too much trouble," Deb said, giving Ksenia a look of amusement with a touch of admonishment. “What is it?"
Ksenia drew into herself a bit. “I was staying at Mr. O’Dell’s house this past week, and I - I saw how they are around each other. Comfortable. They care a great deal about each other, and they -" Ksenia broke off, trying to find a way to say what she felt. “They kiss, they hug, they’ve had a daughter together, there’s obviously more affection there than just a pat on the shoulder. And I - I want that. I want to be able to have someone who loves me. Who I’m not afraid to let kiss me, and I can do nice things for, and maybe they’ll be kind to me in return." She swallowed hard. “Maybe - well, you know," she said, her ears and cheeks turning red.
She leaned into Deb. “But right now, someone touches me and I tense. I can’t even imagine someone touching me - um, intimately," Ksenia said, her voice dropping and becoming softer. “Can you help me find some way to get more comfortable? Or at least not so nervous?" She flicked her gaze up at Deb.
Deborah looked a strange mix of two emotions. Her eyes held a soft sadness, and perhaps pity, for the beleaguered half-elf she’d chosen to pamper. Her mouth however was twisted into a most wicked open grin that showed her fangs prominently while still giving the barest sight of her velvety tongue.
“Oh sweet dearest, I think I can certainly help with that. I’ll need you to have a word, something to say when you truly cannot handle anything further. After that, we can begin tonight if it pleases you," Deborah said in a tone Ksenia had heard before. The Korcai was suddenly starving, and Ksenia was going to be the meal.
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"Now that you’re sufficiently dirtied, we can get you to bed ."
“Supposed to be clean," mumbled Ksenia. "At least my feet?"
“Of course, lover," Deb laughed and shifted the half-elf around to lift one of her feet from the water. She made quick work of it, scrubbing with practiced hands. Ksenia lazily lifted her other foot, barely keeping it out of the water for Deb to wash.
Yawning, Ksenia slid her arms around Deb’s neck. "Bed time, then?"
“You’re practically a sailor with how you’re one and done, lover. That will change drastically with time," Deb said, patting Ksenia’s shoulder and rising to pull her out of the bath. "Come now, if we don’t use the decadent towels someone else will."
“Mkay," Ksenia agreed sleepily. She took the offered towel and dried her hair before wrapping the towel around her shoulders. Blinking slowly, she dried off her arms and torso, legs and feet, before draping the towel over the edge of the bath. She shuffled out of the bathroom to the gloriously large bed and crawled under the covers.
“Leave room for me, lover," Deb said as the sound of the tub draining lessened with the closing bathroom door. The Korcai was suddenly there almost atop Ksenia and wrapping her up in her arms like a precious doll or favored pillow.
Ksenia made a half-hearted attempt to give Deb room, but accomplished very little before the warmth and safety of Deb’s arms lulled her to sleep.
*
Hands, grabbing. Pulling her dress down. Squeezing, vicious and uncaring. Shoving her skirt up. Forcing her hands to hold and touch. Pushing her around.
Ksenia dreamt of the ghosts of hands past, the ungentle men who had pawed at her and shoved her around. She twitched in her sleep, mumbling. Deb heard her and stroked her arm. "I'm here, lover, you're safe. They won't manhandle you again. Only pleasant touches. You can say no any time you want," she reminded Ksenia.
"Deb?" Ksenia asked softly.
"I'm here," Deb replied.
"Good," Ksenia said, pulling herself closer to Deb's warmth. "I hate it when I remember - those hands."
"I'd much rather you remember mine," Deb said softly, tucking Ksenia's head under her chin.
If she hadn't been so close, she wouldn't have heard Ksenia's softly mumbled, "Me too." As it was, the Korcai smiled and held the woman in her arms a little more firmly as she fell back asleep.